For the most part, I love life and I love my life. For the most part, I'm full of enthusiasm, zest, laughter, humour, high spirits, and mirth.
However, sometimes mere existence feels like such a chore. There are the days (thankfully few and far between) I just don't feel like it.
Waking up is a chore.
Brushing teeth and getting dressed is dreary.
I don't want to do anything.
I don't want to talk ; conversation is mind-numbing.
Even chewing food is tedious.
I don't want to face the world.
Nothing is wrong. I just don't feel like it.
But you do it anyway, because that is life - and part and parcel of life is doing stuff you don't want to do.
You get through the bad days to have brighter days ahead.